50% rule

Half of your life will be better than average, the other half will be worse than average.

Oblivion

If you can accept that you will lose everything there is nothing left to fear.

Can't get no satisfaction

So I was had a two-hour break between classes today. Normally I would get food, but I had no money so I didn't. I was considering what I wanted to do, and found that I had no immediate desires; no direction I needed or wanted to go in.

"Wow," I thought to myself. "This is like a little slice of enlightenment."

After a while though, I started getting bored. I was at peace, but without the tension of everyday life I felt less alive.

"Jesus," I thought. "I've been struggling for this? My life would be so boring."

For a little while I was facing a crisis; if peace was not the ultimate goal, what was? What would lead me to satisfaction?

And so came this question, which I feel is very important:

Are you satisfied with your life right now?

I am not. I would not be happy living the rest of my days in the same manner as I am right now. I want to wake up every day excited to be alive, with a purpose in my mind. This starts now. I will work until I reach the day where every day is incredible. And then I will be satisfied.

ARGH

So I finally meet a girl I really like and I think she likes me, and then I ask her out and it turns out she's a lesbian.

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